Well, I'm not. I tried. All I can do is try. I could say the same about other things, as it is applicable. Difference being, I guess, that other things sometimes require that other people try, as well. And sometimes, they really don't.
I won't let it change the fact that I know who I am, and what I deserve. This is not about entitlement, but it is about self-worth. I do not deserve to be treated as if I am someone to be ashamed of. I certainly am not that. A friend sent me a list of "life rules" today, and one of them said "if a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it." It really hit me upside the head.
I don't know if writing this out will help me sleep, or not. I do know that at least it will help me let go of a little bit of the pain I've been put through.
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