The effect of music on sexuality...

Sigh...listening to music from my past dredges up old memories...

Steely Dan, "Deacon Blues" - wow, this was a big one. I was 13, he was 18 (I think I had lied about my age, frankly)...what a piece of make-out music, to be sure, in fact that whole album (Aja) ..hearing that one still brings back feelings of arousal that were never fulfilled at the time...

I remember, not long after that, we were in deep "make-out" mode, and I moaned or sighed, and he asked me "did you just come?"...and I had no idea what he was talking about. I was a 13 year old girl, for crying out loud! Anyway, not long after, he pressured for sex, and I didn't cave in, so it ended.

Aerosmith, "Sweet Emotion" - I was 13 still, it was my second boyfriend, who was closer to my age...and I remember some feelings that were beyond my control, though they were never fully exercised, thank goodness. He was a sweet boy, but still, not worthy of me going further, I was aware of that. Again, though, the song still can bring back the memories, and the physical feelings associated with them.

I have such a stong feeling that music is tied to emotions, memories, and, yes, sexual experience. And want to incorporate it in the right way in the future, understanding how much it matters to me. ;)